Post by BleekerBOP on Apr 23, 2006 13:33:39 GMT -5
Chapter 5
I just can't believe the way things have went. I never thought I was going to see Chris
again. Shit after what my father did I wouldn't blame him if he never wanted to see my
again. We've been back together for about a month now and our relationship is just the
way we always wanted it....no parents....no restrictions.....just love. Dustin is still chipper
as hell over reuniting us and I thank him everyday for it. As far as letting my parents
know....thats a different story. I want to tell my mom, I mean this is something major in
my life but I know if i tell her she is going to tell my father and I really dont want to deal
with the bullshit right now. Actually I dont know why i'm even stressing about it. I'm out of
his house on my own, making my own money without any help from him. Fuck I just
might get bold and bring Chris over there for Christmas dinner if I FEEL like it.....shit who
am I kidding, there would be a world war if I did that. I don't care they need to know so
i'm gonna tell them. Chris is here to stay this time....no matter what my father thinks.
Flipping open my phone I feel that sick feeling in my stomach like when your going down
on a rollercoaster....I hate the fact that my parents have that affect on me.
--Ring Ring--
"Hello?"
"Hey mommy"
"Hey sweetheart, how have you been I haven't heard from you in a while"
"Yeah i'm sorry about that ma, its hectic in the city but I love it"
"Well i'm glad your enjoying it, so whats going on with ya...meet anybody special yet?"
"Yeah thats actually what I was calling to tell you, I met an amazing guy mom"
"Amazing? I havent heard you use that word to describe a man since Chris"
"Well he is the only instance where I would use that word"
I listened closely as the realization as to what I just said crept into my mothers brain....
"Are you with Chris?"
"He's the boss at the Advertising Agency Dustin works at....well actually he owns the company mom....Dustin hooked us up"
"Well I only have one thing to say-"
"Oh god ma please don't-"
"I could never be happier for you than I am right now"
"What the"
"Remember your talking to your mommy not your crabby ass father. You and Chris are meant to be together Tay. I mean look how long its been and you found each other all over again."
"I love him ma"
"I know you do and always have. I bet he's a fine young man"
"Beautiful"
"Well the only thing i'm worried about is you telling your father....umm are you going to even tell him?"
"Eventually"
"What day on the calendar is that because it's missing on the one i'm looking at"
One thing about my mother....she was a sarcastic heffa
"Soon ma, why are you looking at the calendar anyway?"
"Well I need to know when your going to tell him so I can call in the troops to protect you and the paramedics to piece your father back together after he explodes honey"
"Ma your not helping right now"
"Hell, what do you want me to say baby, this is a touchy subject and I will back you as much as I can but you must remember that he is my husband and your father."
"I will call him tonight, i'll tell him tonight"
"Okay sweetie, well I gotta run to the store for a couple of things. I will talk to you later ok, love you"
"Love you too mommy"
--click--
This shit was not going to be easy
I just can't believe the way things have went. I never thought I was going to see Chris
again. Shit after what my father did I wouldn't blame him if he never wanted to see my
again. We've been back together for about a month now and our relationship is just the
way we always wanted it....no parents....no restrictions.....just love. Dustin is still chipper
as hell over reuniting us and I thank him everyday for it. As far as letting my parents
know....thats a different story. I want to tell my mom, I mean this is something major in
my life but I know if i tell her she is going to tell my father and I really dont want to deal
with the bullshit right now. Actually I dont know why i'm even stressing about it. I'm out of
his house on my own, making my own money without any help from him. Fuck I just
might get bold and bring Chris over there for Christmas dinner if I FEEL like it.....shit who
am I kidding, there would be a world war if I did that. I don't care they need to know so
i'm gonna tell them. Chris is here to stay this time....no matter what my father thinks.
Flipping open my phone I feel that sick feeling in my stomach like when your going down
on a rollercoaster....I hate the fact that my parents have that affect on me.
--Ring Ring--
"Hello?"
"Hey mommy"
"Hey sweetheart, how have you been I haven't heard from you in a while"
"Yeah i'm sorry about that ma, its hectic in the city but I love it"
"Well i'm glad your enjoying it, so whats going on with ya...meet anybody special yet?"
"Yeah thats actually what I was calling to tell you, I met an amazing guy mom"
"Amazing? I havent heard you use that word to describe a man since Chris"
"Well he is the only instance where I would use that word"
I listened closely as the realization as to what I just said crept into my mothers brain....
"Are you with Chris?"
"He's the boss at the Advertising Agency Dustin works at....well actually he owns the company mom....Dustin hooked us up"
"Well I only have one thing to say-"
"Oh god ma please don't-"
"I could never be happier for you than I am right now"
"What the"
"Remember your talking to your mommy not your crabby ass father. You and Chris are meant to be together Tay. I mean look how long its been and you found each other all over again."
"I love him ma"
"I know you do and always have. I bet he's a fine young man"
"Beautiful"
"Well the only thing i'm worried about is you telling your father....umm are you going to even tell him?"
"Eventually"
"What day on the calendar is that because it's missing on the one i'm looking at"
One thing about my mother....she was a sarcastic heffa
"Soon ma, why are you looking at the calendar anyway?"
"Well I need to know when your going to tell him so I can call in the troops to protect you and the paramedics to piece your father back together after he explodes honey"
"Ma your not helping right now"
"Hell, what do you want me to say baby, this is a touchy subject and I will back you as much as I can but you must remember that he is my husband and your father."
"I will call him tonight, i'll tell him tonight"
"Okay sweetie, well I gotta run to the store for a couple of things. I will talk to you later ok, love you"
"Love you too mommy"
--click--
This shit was not going to be easy
