Post by BleekerBOP on Apr 8, 2006 19:14:42 GMT -5
Pacing my room i'm throwing clothes all over the place trying to figure out what to wear.
Fuck it wasn't this hard to get dressed for Tay before......things are different now
though....I finally pick a red button down, black pants, black 1's and a matching fitted....I
dont wanna over do it and come in a suit but I'm not under dressed either. I check the
mirror once more, grab my keys and head out the door. I decide to walk...i mean shit its
the city why not. Walking down the street I began to think about what i'm actually
doing....I'm going to see Tay, now before that wouldn't be anything special...but now I
was going to see TAY! I wonder if she'll even recognize me....approaching the restaurant I
begin to panic...I mean what the fuck am I doing here....coming into her life now I'm
probably just gonna fuck things up....she doesnt need me....right?
"Chris!"
Turning around I see Dustin running towards me....shit
"Dustin I can't do this"
"Bullshit, she is in there looking beautiful. Aww how cute you two even match"
"What if she doesnt wanna see me"
"She does so get the fuck in there and go see your girl."
"I've never been this nervous before in my life..."
"Neither have I and I have no reason to be so go in there before I push you in there"
I smiled and stepped into the restaurant....luckily her back was turned to me so she didn't
notice the deer caught in the headlights look I had on my face...I slowly walked towards
her and my first instinct was to grab her and kiss her until we were both out of breath but
that would have been a bit much....calmly approaching her I placed my hands over her
eyes....
"Guess who..."
"Dustin you need to stop playin these games boy"
"This isn't Dustin ma..."
"Then who is this..."
"Someone from your past...."
I moved closer to her so that my lips were just inches from her ear....I felt her body tense
as her lip began to quiver and she let out a shaky response....
"It couldn't be..."
I uncovered her eyes and watched as she looked me over....she was beautiful....more
beautiful than i remember...
"Tay..."
"Shhhh......I'm afraid that if you stop talking this dream will end and I will wake up hurt..."
I grabbed her hand and caressed her face wiping the tears away....
"How did you-"
"Not me....more like Dustin. He came to my job for an interview and lets just say he made your dream come true.."
"Is this only my dream?"
"Never....I'm sharing this one with you..."
We sat and talked through dinner catching up on things that have happened....
"So what about you and your dad?"
"We have a "strained" relationship...I call him on holidays but we really don't talk too much. I forgave him a long time ago but I will never forget what he did to us...My mom and me are extremely close though. What about your family?"
"Still crazy as ever, I moved them to florida about 2 years ago. Both retired and are living good."
"Why didn't you come looking for me?"
Her question caught me off guard eventhough it was expected....
"Same reason you didn't come looking for me...."
"Crazy huh"
"Nah, just natural....."
We walked the city for a couple of hours, it was around 2am when I walked her home...
"So where do we go from here?"
"Where does your heart think we should go?"
"It says that we should continue from where we left off....this time truely on our own terms"
"I think I like that Mr. Brown"
"You better"
We ended the night with a kiss......
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