Post by JUCIEE GUDNESS FROM DA HOOD on Mar 21, 2006 14:15:33 GMT -5
“Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear Jalissa! Happy birthday to you!” everyone sang as I brought out this beautiful pink and baby blue 3-tiered Barbie dream house cake for my four-year old daughter. I can’t believe that exactly four years ago today she was born. She’s the most beautiful and intelligent four year old that I know (so what I’m biased). Jalissa almost didn’t make it to see this day, it hurts just thinking about that day of the accident that almost took our lives.
Flashback
“What the hell do you mean she’s not yours?!” I asked rubbing my 7 ¼ month tummy
“ I mean come on Kenya, I was gone on tour for 3 months and when I come back you are already pregnant and we didn’t have time to do anything before I left!” He replied pacing back and forth across the room
“ You are one dumb ass you know that! No we didn’t have sex before you left because if I recall correctly that I wasn’t feeling well and thought it was a stomach virus, but I was wrong.”
“ Look I wanna believe you how can I be sure that you ain’t out to get me.”
“Nigga what the fuck I want from you?!
“HUH?”
“ I own my own house, my own car, and I am the Charge Nurse at Cedar Sinai Medical Center in case you have forgotten!” She spat at him
“I don’t need you for anything! I just thought that you would like to know that you were going to be a father, but I guess I was wrong about that too!”
“Look Kenya, all I’m saying is that I gotta be careful people see that I am in a certain position and they try to take advantage of that. I gotta watch my back and my bank account.”
Rell’s POV
Okay now why did I say that shit! I know damn well that she ain’t like that, that’s one of the reasons why I wanted to hook up with her in the first place. Babygirl got it going on, she doing the damn thing for herself she’s independent, but she knows when to let a man be a man. What more can a guy ask her for? Here I am over here fucking shit up and acting stupid, trying to be all-hard.
End of Pov
Kenya’s POV
I know damn well that this nigga ain’t trying to insinuate that I’m a gold digger and I’m trying to get into his pockets. I ain’t never asked his ass for a damn thing the whole while we’ve been together. See I’m about to go Chris Tucker on that ass and “Snap, Crack and Pop his ass in the mouth!”
End of Kenya’s POV
“ Um so what are you trying to say?”
“Are you trying to say that I’m trying to take you for your money? That…..that I’m trying to trap you?” Kenya asked tears forming in her eyes
Rell stood there not saying anything. He wanted to tell her that he was sorry and that he didn’t believe that she would ever do anything like that in a million years. He wanted to grab her up in his arms spin her around and kiss her all over while telling her he was happy that she was carrying his child, but he couldn’t do it all he could think about was the fact that he was only 20 years old and wasn’t ready to be a father. He just couldn’t grasp the concept of being a dad this young and becoming a family was he ready for all of that? He knew with girls, they always matured faster than guys. Not to mention that she was 3 years older than he was.
“I can’t believe you!” She said grabbing her keys and running to the door. It was pouring down raining outside but she didn’t care she just jumped in the car and sped down the street with Rell Running out the door behind her.
“ KENYA……….. KENYA! Wait!” He yelled trying to stop her.
I heard Rell yelling my name but I could care less all I wanted to do was just get away from him. How could he think that I would be so trifling to do something like that to him, I really loved him and wanted to be with him, how could he think that I could be capable of doing something like that. As I begin to head towards the highway my phone begin playing Mariah’s “We Belong Together”
“ What do you want?!” She snapped into the phone.
“Kenya, I’m sorry just come back and we can sit down and talk about this.” Rell pleaded
“I don’t have shit to say to you!” she screamed
“ Just come back, you’re upset and it’s beginning to rain, You don’t need to be driving under those conditions.” Just then he heard a horn blowing and Kenya screaming
“KENYA………….KENYA!?” all he heard was silence. Feeling sick to his stomach he grabbed his keys and ran out the house. Jumping in his car he drove down the street in search of Kenya all the while hoping that she was ok.
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Flashback
“What the hell do you mean she’s not yours?!” I asked rubbing my 7 ¼ month tummy
“ I mean come on Kenya, I was gone on tour for 3 months and when I come back you are already pregnant and we didn’t have time to do anything before I left!” He replied pacing back and forth across the room
“ You are one dumb ass you know that! No we didn’t have sex before you left because if I recall correctly that I wasn’t feeling well and thought it was a stomach virus, but I was wrong.”
“ Look I wanna believe you how can I be sure that you ain’t out to get me.”
“Nigga what the fuck I want from you?!
“HUH?”
“ I own my own house, my own car, and I am the Charge Nurse at Cedar Sinai Medical Center in case you have forgotten!” She spat at him
“I don’t need you for anything! I just thought that you would like to know that you were going to be a father, but I guess I was wrong about that too!”
“Look Kenya, all I’m saying is that I gotta be careful people see that I am in a certain position and they try to take advantage of that. I gotta watch my back and my bank account.”
Rell’s POV
Okay now why did I say that shit! I know damn well that she ain’t like that, that’s one of the reasons why I wanted to hook up with her in the first place. Babygirl got it going on, she doing the damn thing for herself she’s independent, but she knows when to let a man be a man. What more can a guy ask her for? Here I am over here fucking shit up and acting stupid, trying to be all-hard.
End of Pov
Kenya’s POV
I know damn well that this nigga ain’t trying to insinuate that I’m a gold digger and I’m trying to get into his pockets. I ain’t never asked his ass for a damn thing the whole while we’ve been together. See I’m about to go Chris Tucker on that ass and “Snap, Crack and Pop his ass in the mouth!”
End of Kenya’s POV
“ Um so what are you trying to say?”
“Are you trying to say that I’m trying to take you for your money? That…..that I’m trying to trap you?” Kenya asked tears forming in her eyes
Rell stood there not saying anything. He wanted to tell her that he was sorry and that he didn’t believe that she would ever do anything like that in a million years. He wanted to grab her up in his arms spin her around and kiss her all over while telling her he was happy that she was carrying his child, but he couldn’t do it all he could think about was the fact that he was only 20 years old and wasn’t ready to be a father. He just couldn’t grasp the concept of being a dad this young and becoming a family was he ready for all of that? He knew with girls, they always matured faster than guys. Not to mention that she was 3 years older than he was.
“I can’t believe you!” She said grabbing her keys and running to the door. It was pouring down raining outside but she didn’t care she just jumped in the car and sped down the street with Rell Running out the door behind her.
“ KENYA……….. KENYA! Wait!” He yelled trying to stop her.
I heard Rell yelling my name but I could care less all I wanted to do was just get away from him. How could he think that I would be so trifling to do something like that to him, I really loved him and wanted to be with him, how could he think that I could be capable of doing something like that. As I begin to head towards the highway my phone begin playing Mariah’s “We Belong Together”
“ What do you want?!” She snapped into the phone.
“Kenya, I’m sorry just come back and we can sit down and talk about this.” Rell pleaded
“I don’t have shit to say to you!” she screamed
“ Just come back, you’re upset and it’s beginning to rain, You don’t need to be driving under those conditions.” Just then he heard a horn blowing and Kenya screaming
“KENYA………….KENYA!?” all he heard was silence. Feeling sick to his stomach he grabbed his keys and ran out the house. Jumping in his car he drove down the street in search of Kenya all the while hoping that she was ok.
More to come as soon as I get feedback and comments!