Post by Sweet Meat aka CC on Sept 18, 2006 12:28:37 GMT -5
Things couldn’t be going any better than they are right now: Chingy and I have become even closer than before thanks to Dr. Woodard; he’s making quite a name for himself in the industry; and I’m finally beginning to trust him. However, there’s a Catch 22 to all the happiness surrounding us at the moment…
“Wow. So I really am, huh?” I smirked while looking downward and swinging my legs back and forth while sitting on the edge of the examining table.
“Yes, you’re 7 weeks,” the doctor smiled as he looked up at me for a brief moment before going back to writing down the name of some prenatal vitamins he recommended I pick up from the GNC.
Aside from being late, I never would’ve thought that I was pregnant. I was thinking that maybe stress had caused me to be late. And I also hadn’t experienced morning sickness or a change in my appetite like most women say they do in the early stages of their pregnancy.
“So I guess those new pills you put me on a while back weren’t as effective as we thought,” I sighed while trying to keep a cheerful look on my face. I mean don’t get me wrong. I couldn’t be anymore happier than I am at this very moment after learning that I was carrying my baby’s baby. But at the same time we both agreed to wait at least one more year before starting a family. That way, Chingy would be at home taking a break from the road by that time so he could be with both me and our child.
“Well, as in most cases, it’s rare when a woman becomes pregnant even while on the pill. But maybe we can try you on the patch that’s out now once your pregnancy is completed.”
“I’ll think about it.”
“Okay. Well unless there’s anything else you’d like to ask or discuss, I think we can send you on your way until it’s time for your next appointment,” the doctor warmly smiled as he approached me. He proceeded to place my appointment card and slip of paper with his vitamin suggestions scribbled down next to me on the table.
“I think you’ve pretty much covered everything,” I smiled back with a nod of my head. “Thanks.”
“You’re welcome. See you in two weeks.” He quietly left the room so I could get dressed.
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Later on that evening after spending the rest of the afternoon with Hannah window-shopping for baby items, I came home and went upstairs to take a shower while thinking of a way to let my boo know that he had knocked me up. But the good part was that he was probably going to be out a little late since he was working on some new material. This would give me enough time to figure out the best way to tell him.
Once I was done showering and drying off, I stood in front of the full-length mirror on the back of the bathroom door to inspect my body in all of its nakedness. I immediately noticed the changes that I hadn’t paid any attention to a few weeks ago before finding out that I was pregnant on today. I noticed that my twins were definitely larger AND rounder as I held them in my hands. Then I noticed that my hips appeared to be fuller as my hands slowly traveled downward until they were resting on them. I shrugged my shoulders before slowly turning to the side…BIG FRIGGIN’ MISTAKE!
“Oh shit!” I huffed out of both embarrassment and frustration the moment I saw the size of my behind. “I hope like hell that all of my weight doesn’t continue to store here while I’m carryin’ your lil’ ass! I gotta step up my game like RIGHT NOW!” After realizing what I had just said to my unborn child, I quickly placed my hand on my stomach and gently began to rub it as I turned back around to smile at my reflection. “But mommy wouldn’t give anything for you. You know, you and I aren’t gonna be anything less than inseparable. I never thought I could love anything or anyone, not even your daddy, more than I love you right now and I’ve only known you for a few hours.” I quietly chuckled as I opened the door with my free hand as my other hand continued to rub my stomach. I stepped in the bedroom to put some clothes on so I could lie down and take a quick nap so I’d be up around the time that Chingy was supposed to be coming in.
I had just pulled up my boy shorts and went back into the bathroom after remembering that I had forgotten to grab my shea/cocoa butter mixture to put on my body when he came walking in the room. However, I guess I hadn’t heard him coming up the stairs though since I had the tv playing a little too loud.
“Where’d you come from?!” I gasped the moment I walked back in the bedroom and saw him tossing his cap onto the dresser. I immediately placed my arms across my breasts even though he'd seen them plenty of times before since they seemed to be his favorite pastime.
“I decided to wait until the end of this week to start workin’ on some more stuff. But neva mind all THAT!” A sly grin spread across his face as he approached me while removing his t-shirt.
“Whateva. I ain’t got time for all that,” I smirked as I tried to make my way past him to grab my shirt from the bed to put on. “And there’s somethin’ we need to talk about anyway.”
“Girl, we got plenty of time to talk. Plus this right here, right now is urgent than a muphucca!” He hauled off and whacked then squeezed my booty with both of his hands as hard as he could before pulling me to him although he knew I was trying to put my shirt on.
“First of all, don’tchu DARE use one of my favorite movie lines for your own perverted needs and secondly…,” I huffed while laughing before I was interrupted.
“I’on’t know what’chu been doin’ lately to get even more of this big ol’ ass, but I appreciate it.”
I was overcome with humiliation and anger at what he had just said to me even though I’m pretty sure it was just hormones. “Ugggh! Do you have an ounce of tact about yourself?!” I shoved his arms down and away from me as I walked out of his embrace. I turned around to face him while angrily tossing my shirt at his face before folding my arms and glaring at him.
“What? I thought I was givin’ your ass a compliment,” he huffed with a shrug of his shoulders.
“Ehhh…try again.” I proceeded to roll my eyes at him while struggling not to laugh.
“C’mon; let’s have fun now and talk lata,” he chuckled as he pulled me back into his arms.
“But it’s the fun part that we need to talk about. There’s somethin’ you need to know.” I blushed while lowering my eyes and placing my hands up against his chest.
“W’sup?”
“Ummm…well see I…there was somethin’ I wasn’t exactly sure about for the last few weeks so I sorta…well I DID go to the doctor today and he said that I…well that YOU and I are…,” I stammered until I stepped back and took one of his hands and placed it in between my breasts. I then slowly made his hand slide down my body until it came to a rest on my stomach as we gazed into each other’s eyes.
“Oh…oh yeah, okay. I see what you’re sayin’,” he replied with a nod of his head after he figured out what I was trying to tell him. I noticed the indifferent expression he was wearing on his face.
“That’s all you gotta say?”
“Yeah, well I mean yeah…what else you expect me to say?”
I slowly shook my head at him as tears welled up in my eyes. “You know, I actually fooled myself into thinkin’ that you woulda been happy but I guess I was wrong.” As soon as I turned to walk away from him, he quickly began to explain himself as he took my hand and led us over to the bed. He took a seat on the edge of it and pulled me down onto his lap.
“It’s not that I’m not happy because I am but, I’on’t know, Neka…it’s bad enough when I have to constantly leave you for weeks at the time, but now that I know you’re pregnant, I feel like I’m neglectin’ my baby already and I haven’t even went out yet. You know I’ll have to leave for a couple of months soon and…” he sighed while stroking the top of my thigh.
“I hear what you’re sayin’, but at least I’ll have Hannah and your momma here to be with me when that time comes,” I faintly smiled as I gently rubbed the side of his face with the back of my hand.
“That’s true, but…,” he tried to go on until I stopped him by placing my finger over his lips to quiet him.
“I don’t wanna talk anymore,” I whispered as I laid him back on the bed. “I’m ready to show you how much I love and appreciate you.”
And that I did. Afterwards, I lay in his arms and thought about how lucky I was to have him in my life until I fell asleep. However, other thoughts were running through Chingy’s mind as he stared up at the ceiling. There was something he had been struggling with all afternoon after running into someone from his past and he was trying to figure out the best way to let me know about it.
“Wow. So I really am, huh?” I smirked while looking downward and swinging my legs back and forth while sitting on the edge of the examining table.
“Yes, you’re 7 weeks,” the doctor smiled as he looked up at me for a brief moment before going back to writing down the name of some prenatal vitamins he recommended I pick up from the GNC.
Aside from being late, I never would’ve thought that I was pregnant. I was thinking that maybe stress had caused me to be late. And I also hadn’t experienced morning sickness or a change in my appetite like most women say they do in the early stages of their pregnancy.
“So I guess those new pills you put me on a while back weren’t as effective as we thought,” I sighed while trying to keep a cheerful look on my face. I mean don’t get me wrong. I couldn’t be anymore happier than I am at this very moment after learning that I was carrying my baby’s baby. But at the same time we both agreed to wait at least one more year before starting a family. That way, Chingy would be at home taking a break from the road by that time so he could be with both me and our child.
“Well, as in most cases, it’s rare when a woman becomes pregnant even while on the pill. But maybe we can try you on the patch that’s out now once your pregnancy is completed.”
“I’ll think about it.”
“Okay. Well unless there’s anything else you’d like to ask or discuss, I think we can send you on your way until it’s time for your next appointment,” the doctor warmly smiled as he approached me. He proceeded to place my appointment card and slip of paper with his vitamin suggestions scribbled down next to me on the table.
“I think you’ve pretty much covered everything,” I smiled back with a nod of my head. “Thanks.”
“You’re welcome. See you in two weeks.” He quietly left the room so I could get dressed.
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Later on that evening after spending the rest of the afternoon with Hannah window-shopping for baby items, I came home and went upstairs to take a shower while thinking of a way to let my boo know that he had knocked me up. But the good part was that he was probably going to be out a little late since he was working on some new material. This would give me enough time to figure out the best way to tell him.
Once I was done showering and drying off, I stood in front of the full-length mirror on the back of the bathroom door to inspect my body in all of its nakedness. I immediately noticed the changes that I hadn’t paid any attention to a few weeks ago before finding out that I was pregnant on today. I noticed that my twins were definitely larger AND rounder as I held them in my hands. Then I noticed that my hips appeared to be fuller as my hands slowly traveled downward until they were resting on them. I shrugged my shoulders before slowly turning to the side…BIG FRIGGIN’ MISTAKE!
“Oh shit!” I huffed out of both embarrassment and frustration the moment I saw the size of my behind. “I hope like hell that all of my weight doesn’t continue to store here while I’m carryin’ your lil’ ass! I gotta step up my game like RIGHT NOW!” After realizing what I had just said to my unborn child, I quickly placed my hand on my stomach and gently began to rub it as I turned back around to smile at my reflection. “But mommy wouldn’t give anything for you. You know, you and I aren’t gonna be anything less than inseparable. I never thought I could love anything or anyone, not even your daddy, more than I love you right now and I’ve only known you for a few hours.” I quietly chuckled as I opened the door with my free hand as my other hand continued to rub my stomach. I stepped in the bedroom to put some clothes on so I could lie down and take a quick nap so I’d be up around the time that Chingy was supposed to be coming in.
I had just pulled up my boy shorts and went back into the bathroom after remembering that I had forgotten to grab my shea/cocoa butter mixture to put on my body when he came walking in the room. However, I guess I hadn’t heard him coming up the stairs though since I had the tv playing a little too loud.
“Where’d you come from?!” I gasped the moment I walked back in the bedroom and saw him tossing his cap onto the dresser. I immediately placed my arms across my breasts even though he'd seen them plenty of times before since they seemed to be his favorite pastime.
“I decided to wait until the end of this week to start workin’ on some more stuff. But neva mind all THAT!” A sly grin spread across his face as he approached me while removing his t-shirt.
“Whateva. I ain’t got time for all that,” I smirked as I tried to make my way past him to grab my shirt from the bed to put on. “And there’s somethin’ we need to talk about anyway.”
“Girl, we got plenty of time to talk. Plus this right here, right now is urgent than a muphucca!” He hauled off and whacked then squeezed my booty with both of his hands as hard as he could before pulling me to him although he knew I was trying to put my shirt on.
“First of all, don’tchu DARE use one of my favorite movie lines for your own perverted needs and secondly…,” I huffed while laughing before I was interrupted.
“I’on’t know what’chu been doin’ lately to get even more of this big ol’ ass, but I appreciate it.”
I was overcome with humiliation and anger at what he had just said to me even though I’m pretty sure it was just hormones. “Ugggh! Do you have an ounce of tact about yourself?!” I shoved his arms down and away from me as I walked out of his embrace. I turned around to face him while angrily tossing my shirt at his face before folding my arms and glaring at him.
“What? I thought I was givin’ your ass a compliment,” he huffed with a shrug of his shoulders.
“Ehhh…try again.” I proceeded to roll my eyes at him while struggling not to laugh.
“C’mon; let’s have fun now and talk lata,” he chuckled as he pulled me back into his arms.
“But it’s the fun part that we need to talk about. There’s somethin’ you need to know.” I blushed while lowering my eyes and placing my hands up against his chest.
“W’sup?”
“Ummm…well see I…there was somethin’ I wasn’t exactly sure about for the last few weeks so I sorta…well I DID go to the doctor today and he said that I…well that YOU and I are…,” I stammered until I stepped back and took one of his hands and placed it in between my breasts. I then slowly made his hand slide down my body until it came to a rest on my stomach as we gazed into each other’s eyes.
“Oh…oh yeah, okay. I see what you’re sayin’,” he replied with a nod of his head after he figured out what I was trying to tell him. I noticed the indifferent expression he was wearing on his face.
“That’s all you gotta say?”
“Yeah, well I mean yeah…what else you expect me to say?”
I slowly shook my head at him as tears welled up in my eyes. “You know, I actually fooled myself into thinkin’ that you woulda been happy but I guess I was wrong.” As soon as I turned to walk away from him, he quickly began to explain himself as he took my hand and led us over to the bed. He took a seat on the edge of it and pulled me down onto his lap.
“It’s not that I’m not happy because I am but, I’on’t know, Neka…it’s bad enough when I have to constantly leave you for weeks at the time, but now that I know you’re pregnant, I feel like I’m neglectin’ my baby already and I haven’t even went out yet. You know I’ll have to leave for a couple of months soon and…” he sighed while stroking the top of my thigh.
“I hear what you’re sayin’, but at least I’ll have Hannah and your momma here to be with me when that time comes,” I faintly smiled as I gently rubbed the side of his face with the back of my hand.
“That’s true, but…,” he tried to go on until I stopped him by placing my finger over his lips to quiet him.
“I don’t wanna talk anymore,” I whispered as I laid him back on the bed. “I’m ready to show you how much I love and appreciate you.”
And that I did. Afterwards, I lay in his arms and thought about how lucky I was to have him in my life until I fell asleep. However, other thoughts were running through Chingy’s mind as he stared up at the ceiling. There was something he had been struggling with all afternoon after running into someone from his past and he was trying to figure out the best way to let me know about it.
[glow=red,1,200]***Part 6 Comin' Soon***[/glow]
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