Post by BleekerBOP on Apr 30, 2006 18:50:06 GMT -5
I try to understand Tay and the way she thinks as far as her father is concerned but I
can't. Maybe its not meant for me to understand but....I'm not giving up, thats what her
----ing father wants but its not happening. I don't know what to do....I love Tay but she
has to decide what she wants...me or her father because clearly she can't have
both....yeah it seems like a simple enough concept but I could never ask her to choose
between me and her father...I don't think I could.....if it was dependent on whether or not
we could be together I would have to right?.....
-Knock at the Door-
"Come in"
"Ey Chris you aight?"
"Yeah Dustin I'm cool.....let me guess, you spoke to Tay"
"Of course"
I like Dustin and I'm in debt to him forever for bringing Tay back in my life but I like to
keep the details of my relationship private....what goes on between me and Tay should
stay between us....a relationship involves two people....not three
"You wanna talk about it?"
"Nah i'm cool, thank you though"
"Okie Dokie, well i'm going home now. Don't stress yourself out too much man"
"I'm tryin...later"
"Later...."
Sitting in my office I stared out the window and tried to collect my thoughts on everything
that was going on...I couldn't go see Tay mad because that would only ---- things up....I
know when it comes to her family I have to be careful what I say because it's a sensitive
subject but damn...if i said half of what I wanted to say she would be in tears and I don't
wanna make her cry.....I can't be the cause of her being upset but no matter how hard I
try I always end up being involved somehow....damned if I do....damned if I don't. ---- I
might as well go over and see her now...I know I won't be able to sleep unless things are
resolved anyway so I might as well go make my peace.....love is complicated isn't it?
can't. Maybe its not meant for me to understand but....I'm not giving up, thats what her
----ing father wants but its not happening. I don't know what to do....I love Tay but she
has to decide what she wants...me or her father because clearly she can't have
both....yeah it seems like a simple enough concept but I could never ask her to choose
between me and her father...I don't think I could.....if it was dependent on whether or not
we could be together I would have to right?.....
-Knock at the Door-
"Come in"
"Ey Chris you aight?"
"Yeah Dustin I'm cool.....let me guess, you spoke to Tay"
"Of course"
I like Dustin and I'm in debt to him forever for bringing Tay back in my life but I like to
keep the details of my relationship private....what goes on between me and Tay should
stay between us....a relationship involves two people....not three
"You wanna talk about it?"
"Nah i'm cool, thank you though"
"Okie Dokie, well i'm going home now. Don't stress yourself out too much man"
"I'm tryin...later"
"Later...."
Sitting in my office I stared out the window and tried to collect my thoughts on everything
that was going on...I couldn't go see Tay mad because that would only ---- things up....I
know when it comes to her family I have to be careful what I say because it's a sensitive
subject but damn...if i said half of what I wanted to say she would be in tears and I don't
wanna make her cry.....I can't be the cause of her being upset but no matter how hard I
try I always end up being involved somehow....damned if I do....damned if I don't. ---- I
might as well go over and see her now...I know I won't be able to sleep unless things are
resolved anyway so I might as well go make my peace.....love is complicated isn't it?