Post by BleekerBOP on Mar 22, 2006 23:25:09 GMT -5
I looked at Dustin as he sat down at the table next to me and noticed a difference in him.
He seemed to be anxious but somewhat relieved if that makes any sense....the rest of the
dinner went smoothly as my parents soon retreated to their bedroom leaving me and
Dustin to ourselves....great.
"So ummm yeah..."
"I gotta tell you something Tay"
Oh God! Here we go again....another fuckin speech from a guy...He noticed the
expression on my face and quickly gave me the please listen look.....The seriousness in
his eyes let me know to shut up and listen...
"When I was going to the bathroom earlier I overheard your dad on the phone..."
"Oh great now your a spy lol"
"Yeah maybe a little bit, but anyway you need to hear this.....Your dad made Chris leave you Tay"
"Ok the relationship me and Chris had doesn't concern you...."
"Your father gave Chris an ultimatum(sp)....either he left you or something was gonna happen...so Chris left you."
"So he does-"
"Love you, yes he does. And you love him"
"Dustin i'm-"
"Shhh it's cool, to be honest we were both forced into this situation"
"What do you mean?"
"Lets just say I can put on mascara better than you"
"Wow, why didn't you ever say something?"
"My dad wouldn't except it....but he has no choice, After graduation I'm off lol"
I sat and discussed things with Dustin for a few hours more before heading up to my
parents room. I banged on the door so loud I could have woke the dead.
"Tay What is wrong?"
I walked past my mother and stood at the foot of their bed infuriated...
"You made him leave me!"
"Tay what are you talking about honey?"
"Your husband made Chris leave me, what did you tell him?"
"It doesn't make a difference now does it?!"
"Oh my god Phillip you didn't..."
"Mom you didn't know"
"Honey I had no idea"
"Tay he wasn't any good for you, why can't you see it?"
"Yeah and you hooking me up with your friends GAY son was a better choice, I mean I made a shopping friend but trust me there is no sexual attraction. What did you tell Chris?!"
"I told him that if he didn't break up with you....I wouldn't pay for your college tuition"
I couldn't believe my father would do something like this to me....tears blurred my vision
as I held me stomach as it tightened from the strain of holding back the hard cry I wanted
to let out...
"How could you do this to me......What did I do to you?"
I watched as my father put his head down in shame, now seeing the effects of his actions
on me he knew what I was I feeling.
"He made me feel like nobody ever made me feel.....you say you want me to be happy and make something of myself....he gave me the drive to do better and he made me happy and filled that void in my heart that nobody else could fill....he was perfect for me....he is going to be somebody...he can go to any college he wants...he's so special to me.....I mean I don't know now.....Oh my god why would you do this to me..."
I wiped the tears as my mother held me close...apologizing for what my father did and
how she misjudged Chris....I pulled away and went to my room and locked the door. I
packed most of my clothes and tossed them over the balcony and climbed down throwing
things into my car as quickly as I could....The constant banging I heard from above let me
know my father had bust through the door of my room.
"TAY WAIT WE HAVE TO TALK BABYGIRL DONT LEAVE LIKE THIS!!"
My father hadn't called me babygirl since we moved into this house....I missed that name
for so long....now I hated it. I looked up at him and jumped in my car speeding through
the streets until I was in another part of town....my old neighborhood.
He seemed to be anxious but somewhat relieved if that makes any sense....the rest of the
dinner went smoothly as my parents soon retreated to their bedroom leaving me and
Dustin to ourselves....great.
"So ummm yeah..."
"I gotta tell you something Tay"
Oh God! Here we go again....another fuckin speech from a guy...He noticed the
expression on my face and quickly gave me the please listen look.....The seriousness in
his eyes let me know to shut up and listen...
"When I was going to the bathroom earlier I overheard your dad on the phone..."
"Oh great now your a spy lol"
"Yeah maybe a little bit, but anyway you need to hear this.....Your dad made Chris leave you Tay"
"Ok the relationship me and Chris had doesn't concern you...."
"Your father gave Chris an ultimatum(sp)....either he left you or something was gonna happen...so Chris left you."
"So he does-"
"Love you, yes he does. And you love him"
"Dustin i'm-"
"Shhh it's cool, to be honest we were both forced into this situation"
"What do you mean?"
"Lets just say I can put on mascara better than you"
"Wow, why didn't you ever say something?"
"My dad wouldn't except it....but he has no choice, After graduation I'm off lol"
I sat and discussed things with Dustin for a few hours more before heading up to my
parents room. I banged on the door so loud I could have woke the dead.
"Tay What is wrong?"
I walked past my mother and stood at the foot of their bed infuriated...
"You made him leave me!"
"Tay what are you talking about honey?"
"Your husband made Chris leave me, what did you tell him?"
"It doesn't make a difference now does it?!"
"Oh my god Phillip you didn't..."
"Mom you didn't know"
"Honey I had no idea"
"Tay he wasn't any good for you, why can't you see it?"
"Yeah and you hooking me up with your friends GAY son was a better choice, I mean I made a shopping friend but trust me there is no sexual attraction. What did you tell Chris?!"
"I told him that if he didn't break up with you....I wouldn't pay for your college tuition"
I couldn't believe my father would do something like this to me....tears blurred my vision
as I held me stomach as it tightened from the strain of holding back the hard cry I wanted
to let out...
"How could you do this to me......What did I do to you?"
I watched as my father put his head down in shame, now seeing the effects of his actions
on me he knew what I was I feeling.
"He made me feel like nobody ever made me feel.....you say you want me to be happy and make something of myself....he gave me the drive to do better and he made me happy and filled that void in my heart that nobody else could fill....he was perfect for me....he is going to be somebody...he can go to any college he wants...he's so special to me.....I mean I don't know now.....Oh my god why would you do this to me..."
I wiped the tears as my mother held me close...apologizing for what my father did and
how she misjudged Chris....I pulled away and went to my room and locked the door. I
packed most of my clothes and tossed them over the balcony and climbed down throwing
things into my car as quickly as I could....The constant banging I heard from above let me
know my father had bust through the door of my room.
"TAY WAIT WE HAVE TO TALK BABYGIRL DONT LEAVE LIKE THIS!!"
My father hadn't called me babygirl since we moved into this house....I missed that name
for so long....now I hated it. I looked up at him and jumped in my car speeding through
the streets until I was in another part of town....my old neighborhood.
