Post by BleekerBOP on Mar 9, 2006 20:47:38 GMT -5
Eventhough I didn't get any kind of reviews before I wrote this ...I'm still gonna give it to ya'll
Over the next couple of days I tried to get my life back
together...I started off with basketball, telling the
coach that there was just a "few" problems at home
and that I apologized for letting it affect my gameplay. I
proved to him at the next game that I was in it again
and I would say he was pleased with my 35 point
game. As far as my friends...that whole situation was
going to take some time. I went to Trey and Dru and let
them know what was up, now for Kiara and Shalin....
Shalin.....I missed her so much. Just knowing that
she was upset with me and I made her cry tore me up
inside. I know my apology to her has to be correct so
she will be the last on my list...As i'm walking up to
Kiara's door I keep hearing the argument we had
playing over and over again...I hope she forgives me.
::Knock knock Knock::
I step back from the door and see Kiara peek through
the curtains before coming to the door. For the first
time ever when Kiara opened the door she was not on
the defensive. She seemed like a totally different
person.
"Kiara I wanted to come by and tell you I was sorry about the other day....I didn't mean to go off on you like that."
"Chris if anything me and everbody else should be apologizing to you....we got into your business and got opinions of you based on shit we had no idea about and I'm so sorry about what I said to you the other day....I really didn't mean to say that to you..."
"Its cool Kia, u love me again?"
"Ewww nigga you know I don't love ya high yella ass, give me a hug"
I laughed and hugged loud mouth Kiara....my friend.
"Now you better hop your ass over to Shalin's house....girl be talkin me to death at night over you."
"Aight, i'll talk to you later"
"Bye nigga"
I laughed and walked towards Shalin's house...I
couldn't just walk up to her door like I did Kiara...I had
to show her that I loved her and I needed her in my
life...I had to prove that to her.....I decided to run home
and get my notebook..I flipped through the pages and
ran back to her front yard.
"SHALIN!!!!!"
I looked from window to window waiting for her...
"Shalin please i'm sorry just listen ma okay..."
I scanned over the piece of loose-leaf in my hand and
put it back in my pocket, I cleared my throat and told
her how I felt.....
I looked up at her window and she didn't come to the
window...this was my deepest fear....that she wouldn't
come back....I stepped back from her house and started
walking back home when I heard the most beautiful
sound in the world.
"You a$$hole, how are you gonna sing that and not wait for me to come down and kiss you!"
I smiled as she ran to me jumped into my arms...I
kissed her as sweetly as I could...I had my friends
back...I had my girl back....now i had to get my home
back and my life back....that muphucca had to
go.....
Over the next couple of days I tried to get my life back
together...I started off with basketball, telling the
coach that there was just a "few" problems at home
and that I apologized for letting it affect my gameplay. I
proved to him at the next game that I was in it again
and I would say he was pleased with my 35 point
game. As far as my friends...that whole situation was
going to take some time. I went to Trey and Dru and let
them know what was up, now for Kiara and Shalin....
Shalin.....I missed her so much. Just knowing that
she was upset with me and I made her cry tore me up
inside. I know my apology to her has to be correct so
she will be the last on my list...As i'm walking up to
Kiara's door I keep hearing the argument we had
playing over and over again...I hope she forgives me.
::Knock knock Knock::
I step back from the door and see Kiara peek through
the curtains before coming to the door. For the first
time ever when Kiara opened the door she was not on
the defensive. She seemed like a totally different
person.
"Kiara I wanted to come by and tell you I was sorry about the other day....I didn't mean to go off on you like that."
"Chris if anything me and everbody else should be apologizing to you....we got into your business and got opinions of you based on shit we had no idea about and I'm so sorry about what I said to you the other day....I really didn't mean to say that to you..."
"Its cool Kia, u love me again?"
"Ewww nigga you know I don't love ya high yella ass, give me a hug"
I laughed and hugged loud mouth Kiara....my friend.
"Now you better hop your ass over to Shalin's house....girl be talkin me to death at night over you."
"Aight, i'll talk to you later"
"Bye nigga"
I laughed and walked towards Shalin's house...I
couldn't just walk up to her door like I did Kiara...I had
to show her that I loved her and I needed her in my
life...I had to prove that to her.....I decided to run home
and get my notebook..I flipped through the pages and
ran back to her front yard.
"SHALIN!!!!!"
I looked from window to window waiting for her...
"Shalin please i'm sorry just listen ma okay..."
I scanned over the piece of loose-leaf in my hand and
put it back in my pocket, I cleared my throat and told
her how I felt.....
My love, My love, My love
What would I do without ma love
My love, My love, My love
Lately I've been sensing
theres some problems going on with us, (Yea, U and I)
And baby thats a problem I take real serious
I can't lie
It gets to me
I don't know what to do but to tell u that I love you
And you know this cause I show it
Outsiders try to blow it but I can't let it happen No
Everybodys business ain't nobodys business
In other words
They don't know half of what I go through
(To give) give you what u need
(To be there) to be there for you and still do my thing
I'm talkin' bout music
Cause it's what I gotta do to express how I really feel
See you write the song girl and I just do the singing
Without you I can't live
So heart to heart
Baby heart to heart
(Baby you're) You're the biggest part of my needs, girl
They can tell their stories
What you do for me
It gets too deep, girl
What I'd do for you
You'll never know
What they say to you
Girl let him go (You don't need him)
You don't need him
You'd be better off hanging out with me
They try to break us up
They don't understand our love cause it gets to deep, girl
Check
I know a way to make a bunch of people love me
If you were to leave me all by myself
Soon as we turn our way back they hustle out
To tell someone else whats goin on
Misery likes company but we're the only conpany
we need to be happy
And you know this cause I show it
Outsiders try to blow it but I can't let it happen No
Everybodys business ain't nobodys business
In other words
They don't know half of what I go through
(To give) give you what u need
(To be there) to be there for you and still do my thing
I'm talkin' bout my music
Cause it's what I gotta do to express how I really feel
See you write the song girl and I just do the singing
Without you I can't live
So heart to heart
Baby heart to heart
(Baby you're) You're the biggest part of my needs, girl
They can tell their stories
What you do for me
It gets too deep, girl
What I'd do for you
You'll never know
What they say to you
Girl let him go (You don't need him, let him go)
You don't need him
You'd be better off hanging out with me
They try to break us up
They don't understand our love cause it gets to deep, girl
Check
My love, My love, My love
(What would I do
What would I do without ma love?
(without ya lovin in ma life? I don't know)
My love, My love, My love
Without you I can't live, ain't no it way
My love, My love, My love
(You're the only one I need in order to be happy,)
What would I do without ma love
(don't you ever leave me)
My love, My love, My love
Without you I can't live
So heart to heart
Baby heart to heart
(Baby you're) You're the biggest part of my needs, girl
(They can tell their stories) They can tell their stories
What you do for me
It gets too deep, girl
What I'd do for you
You'll never know
What they say to you
Girl let him go
You don't need him
You'd be better off hanging out with me
They try to break us up
(they don't understand our love cause it gets to deep, girl)
What would I do without ma love
My love, My love, My love
Lately I've been sensing
theres some problems going on with us, (Yea, U and I)
And baby thats a problem I take real serious
I can't lie
It gets to me
I don't know what to do but to tell u that I love you
And you know this cause I show it
Outsiders try to blow it but I can't let it happen No
Everybodys business ain't nobodys business
In other words
They don't know half of what I go through
(To give) give you what u need
(To be there) to be there for you and still do my thing
I'm talkin' bout music
Cause it's what I gotta do to express how I really feel
See you write the song girl and I just do the singing
Without you I can't live
So heart to heart
Baby heart to heart
(Baby you're) You're the biggest part of my needs, girl
They can tell their stories
What you do for me
It gets too deep, girl
What I'd do for you
You'll never know
What they say to you
Girl let him go (You don't need him)
You don't need him
You'd be better off hanging out with me
They try to break us up
They don't understand our love cause it gets to deep, girl
Check
I know a way to make a bunch of people love me
If you were to leave me all by myself
Soon as we turn our way back they hustle out
To tell someone else whats goin on
Misery likes company but we're the only conpany
we need to be happy
And you know this cause I show it
Outsiders try to blow it but I can't let it happen No
Everybodys business ain't nobodys business
In other words
They don't know half of what I go through
(To give) give you what u need
(To be there) to be there for you and still do my thing
I'm talkin' bout my music
Cause it's what I gotta do to express how I really feel
See you write the song girl and I just do the singing
Without you I can't live
So heart to heart
Baby heart to heart
(Baby you're) You're the biggest part of my needs, girl
They can tell their stories
What you do for me
It gets too deep, girl
What I'd do for you
You'll never know
What they say to you
Girl let him go (You don't need him, let him go)
You don't need him
You'd be better off hanging out with me
They try to break us up
They don't understand our love cause it gets to deep, girl
Check
My love, My love, My love
(What would I do
What would I do without ma love?
(without ya lovin in ma life? I don't know)
My love, My love, My love
Without you I can't live, ain't no it way
My love, My love, My love
(You're the only one I need in order to be happy,)
What would I do without ma love
(don't you ever leave me)
My love, My love, My love
Without you I can't live
So heart to heart
Baby heart to heart
(Baby you're) You're the biggest part of my needs, girl
(They can tell their stories) They can tell their stories
What you do for me
It gets too deep, girl
What I'd do for you
You'll never know
What they say to you
Girl let him go
You don't need him
You'd be better off hanging out with me
They try to break us up
(they don't understand our love cause it gets to deep, girl)
I looked up at her window and she didn't come to the
window...this was my deepest fear....that she wouldn't
come back....I stepped back from her house and started
walking back home when I heard the most beautiful
sound in the world.
"You a$$hole, how are you gonna sing that and not wait for me to come down and kiss you!"
I smiled as she ran to me jumped into my arms...I
kissed her as sweetly as I could...I had my friends
back...I had my girl back....now i had to get my home
back and my life back....that muphucca had to
go.....